I've done a lot of things wrong in my life, and i think I'm about to do another one.

   I've messed up with you alot. We both know it. And as much as i want to ignore it, i can't stand some of the things your doing. I don't want to say, 'thats it; this is the end.' 'Cause after everything that's been between us, i don't think we will have an end. Hell, I never want to not have you in my life.
   But at the same time, I don't know where to go with 'us.' I know you're getting bored, and yeah, i'll come out and say it here and now, I'm not comfortable sharing you. If i have you, i want to be the only one that does. I can't just let you run off with some one else. I don't want us to end, and i would hope you don't either. So, i'm going to make a big leap of faith here. I need to know some thing, and if the answer is what i expect, we can't do this. I can't keep pretending that it doesn't bother me. I'm ready to leave my home for you and when i do i will walk into the same environment that i just left. I don't want that.
   I need to know if you're willing to do this for me. And in the case that I'm pretty sure will come from this... I'm sorry. I will always love you, i don't think that will ever change.

-Aura